Emotions

My emotions are on this weird too long of a ride, Roller Coasters... and for those of you who know me well, know i HATE roller coasters. I got to talk to Edgar on Skype yesterday which brightened my day without a doubt. I miss him so much and love him so much more. He supports me like no other and believes in US, which without a doubt makes this journey so much easier. I also got to talk to my bestfriend Caitlyn today! Gosh i missed her :/ and i know she missed me by the way she said things -_- lol i missed how she does her most rude things in front of me... not to be expressed on the internet. I have yet to skype with my mom which probably has affected me the most out of everything. I miss her so much, and at times weirdly enough i feel lost.

I feel like an idiot when I speak italian but i actually am understanding it alot more than i did. Little words of course, oh and the way that most italians really do speak with their hands. I met my host moms, Mother today. Probably one of the most precious older ladies in the world. lol she wouldnt stop telling me how pretty i was and that she loved my eyes, of course in Italian. by the way, you know how in movies, when the setting is in Italy and you see everyone riding a bike.... ok well EVERYONE REALLY RIDES A BIKE AND WALKS EVERYWHERE. i think the amount of walking i have walked in what 5 days, i have literally walked back to america. lol except i rode a bike today... everyone in this family is taller than me so you can only imagine how big this bike was, and how ridiculous i looked trying to stop it. Back to my host moms, Mother... We have agreed in the little Italian I know that I will go to her house often seeing how she lives alone, to visit with her and teach her english as she teaches me italian. I feel so safe and welcomed into this womens house it truely seems to help me with homesickness without a doubt. and riding a bike also helps. Its weird finding comfort in the little things that mean almost nothing to others but mean almost the world to few.
Todays a better day.
Tomorrow will be a better day.


Liz<3