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Have you ever been weirdly drawn to do something out of the ordinary? To the point you just stare and you don't ask why... you just do?
This past few days i have been going into a church sitting down for about 5 minutes just to think about everything having to do with anything. Not only to think of course but to pray also. I feel a point of just finally being able to seperate all thoughts from one another, instead of seeing ever thing so mixed together. The artist aspect of the church is beyond words, all the old paintings everywhere, high cielings, the floors, everything about it is amazing. From the outside, I wouldn't even think it was okay to go in. Thats not why i wondered in, I actually don't know why I wondered in. I love God and believe but i am not going to be self righteous and say that I go to church constantly because in all reality I cant remember the last time i have been to church maybe twice by myself randomly in the summer. I'm only human. To be able to seperate thoughts and words and just things that dont matter from what does for at least 5 minutes, in all honesty, is good enough for me. I haven't actually sat down and wrote, or even drawn a picture minus the doodles i do in class but those dont have any meanings. Gotta find some kinda of motivation here, which might sound crazy being in like the city of art... but nope not quite that easy.
How are things with me? I'm content. I'm happy. I find happiness in the small things in life, and don't worry about the rest now because I am here. I don't miss the USA, I miss family, and I miss the dojo more than anything. It's getting harder and harder to write, so i will update this weekend maybe.


my man andy warhol.
When people are ready to, they change. They never do it before then, and sometimes they die before they get around to it. You can't make them change if they dont want to, just like when they do want to, you cant stop them.

stay awesome everyone! thumbs up!